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Saturday, June 30, 2007
long lost CCA
today went back to my sec sch..
visiting a long lost CCA... NPCC!

seeing those kids bring fond memories...
those time when i was a cadet.. (a super sotong n always kanna tekan)
those time when i was NCO... (learning how to take care a squad)
those time when i was CI... (getting know more friends... n taking care of more cadets)
throughout it i learn alot... of coz there are bad n gd time..
n the experiences actually make me betta prepared for e real working society

delighted to see those cadets now becoming CI
n not forgetting to mention ruohui who is now a HO!















but den ar.. e NPCC room is soOO small now.. i miss e old one..
those NCOs were looking me like an alien... wondering who am i..
ruohui: ermm... this is meiru.. she was my CI when i was sec 1..
me: hi... yup... a very old CI
NCOs: wow!! den how old are u?!!?
haha... i let them guess.. (n i dun tink i look old.. haha.. )

i believe e unit will continue to do well under the leadership of those CIs and Ruohui!

work, play, train, rest
we r e best!

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Friday, June 29, 2007
"eventful" thursday~~ friendship..
it had been quite an "eventful" thursday...
not in terms of those chemical experiments, or some arguments..
juz some kinna emotional events of frenship..

1st, i finally pluck up my courage to confess to my very good fren aft a yr...
i noe it will risk our frenship and had expected how the reaction will be...
but... well... i noe someday i hv to reveal it
telling e truth does not make my guilt feel less..
in fact, as expected, u r pissed wif me..
haiz.. what done has been done.. i really hope our frenship will stay...

2nd, i happen to come across someone's blog..
someone who did make an impact in my life..
someone who I used to noe well...
someone who is "still" avoiding me..
overall, kinna flattered by the posts there...
i juz hope this fren will hv e courage to continue our frienship...
plus... it already 6yrs... n i hv no grudges against u..
only nice memories....

3rd... a sms connection back to my old fren..
someone who i always turn to for advice...
someone who i see so perfect..
someone who always i hv time lag wif...
someone who i had choose frenship instead...
it's great to noe both of us are doing well..
n that we r still very good frens...

4th... a movie wif another old fren...
someone who i will meet up like once a yr..
someone who seem to hv endless topic to chat wif..
perhaps it is because that we hv not met for so long..
thus.. chat seem endless..
of coz feel delighted that after so long, our friendship still there..

frens are very impt in our life..
some come n go.. some stay...
i do regret letting go some friendship which i would like to hold on dearly...
it is actually an excuse to say "i hv lost touch wif this fren" etc...
coz from our common fren, it is not difficult to find e old fren back..
plus.. we hv friendster to connect us..
it is simply juz an excuse.. it is e courage that i lack of..
all i can say is that... always treasure ur frens..
n hold on to the new friendship that comes...

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Thursday, June 28, 2007
sleepless nite wif my diary
perhaps was e effects of the sumptuous buffet (post exam activity),
n humid weather... i had a sleepless nite ytd...
in e end, dig out my handwritten diary
gosh.. it was already 1mth that i wrote on it..
perhaps i was busy blogging?? haha...

anyway... flipping back on my previous pages bring memories back....
happy n unhappy moments...
as say in e 1st post, my diary contains my deep down secret feelings...
nahz... i wont reveal any of contents here...
so why i am blogging abt it?? haha
perhaps... juz wan my handwritten diary to hv an identiy here!

i actually like reading my own diary... ("admiring" my handwriting.. haha...)
in e silent nite reading it, it is not difficult to ponder back on e things i did... n things i did not do... n oso e things i regret doing so...

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Monday, June 25, 2007
Journey of hope
After attempting to read this book for 3 times, i finally finish it!
yeah!
wonder why i took such a long time...
perhaps the book is kinda preaching Christianity...
opps!! not really my cup of tea..
as for this time, i juz put aside the part abt Christianity..
and concentrated on the story instead...


The story is simply great.. n it is actually a combination of two books.
Angel of Mercy and Angel of Hope

Angel of Mercy is abt a gal (Heather) who went to Africa for missionary work..
she was bearing high hopes of helping the ppl there...
but in the end, she got kinna depressed by the death and other incidents she saw there...
there are also happy moments.. where she make new frens from different countries..
when she is back home, she also started to "physco" her family to join her in the next trip..
but i guess, it din turn out too right..

Angel of Hope.. yup.. it is "supposed" to be about Heather's 2nd trip to Africa
however, she fall sick.. most probably have caught some virus from the previous trip
so this time round, her sis, Amber, went on her behalf..
being a party gal, Amber has a greater culture shock comparing to her sis..
n her story is more exciting as her group were lost in e forest while escaping from the rebels...
Amber was also greatly affected by the experience she encounted there..
however, the ending was kinna sad.. coz Heather.....

i always feel satisfied after reading lurlene mcdaniel's book...
for this time, it let me reflect that how fortunate we are in this urban city..
like the most essential water seem so convenient to us is so sacred to them
how those African has struggling to live is something we totally cant imagine...
but after reading this story, i guess i have a better understanding...

ps: with regards to the Christianity, think i have a wider mindset abt it..
at least wont feel uneasy the next time i walk past a church! (",)

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exam coming plus falling sick soon (*again*)
2 more days to my exam (ethics in engineering)
perhaps it is open book, no need to go memorise any stuff
e best thing is that some of e qns are open ended...
no right or wrong ans... it all depend how we ans...
coz ethics is a v gray area..
what is legal may not b ethical.... what is ethical may not b legal..
got it??

however, tink i am falling sick (*again*)
ya... again.. coz i juz recovered less than 2wks ago...
now e symptoms are coming back again..
fever, body ache, sore throat, cough, keep sneezing...
COMBO -_-"

fever n body ache make me feel so tired... dun feel like doing anything..
but i hate most is sore throat combining with cough n sneeze...
u cant really cough properly.. e throat simply hurt...
sneezin is worse.. i can't sneeze "softly"
my coordination of pinching my nose, n closing my mouth is not there while sneezing
coz once i sneeze, e throat hurt..
arghhh... so unglam..

must tahan for this two days..
at least let me finish my exam in PEACE!!

ps: wondering it is dengue fever... but i dun hv abdominal pain, vomiting or diarrhea.. hmmm...

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
so near yet so far
have you ever had e feeling "so near yet so far"?
sounds strange...
but i guess somehow in the path of our life,
there is someone... or something will give u this kind of feeling...

for example, the person sitting next to you..
he/she can be so near to you...
but can you read wat he/she is tinking???
his/her thots seem so far away....

or perhaps, someone who is not with you at the moment...
but two of you are tinking abt each other...
e feeling seem near... but in actual fact, the distance is so far...

similar to the stars in the sky...
its seem so near to us...

but you wont be able to have one in your hand...
no matter how many times or how hard you tried...

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
預言
hmm... found this song which i think is v nice.... tune n lyrics are great..
if u tink this song is nice, i'm sorry tat you wont be able to find this song online (i.e. baidu etc...)
coz it is not out in e market!!

ps: to the singer... thanx for letting me to put up your song here!

忘~ 忘了什麼時候
再也沒牽著手
陪海看著天空
還有唯一的夢
屬於我們的夢
卻在被喚醒之中

哭~ 不需要有理由
不說也猜得透
明明在裝做不懂
你的溫柔 變成沉默
放棄一個我 不算什麼

Chrous

就憑預言決定我們的以後
相信我們不能白頭
以為一走了之就會解脫
請問你的罪惡感有多重
眼裡只有預言中說的結果
逃過這一節得到什麼
我們的快樂被自己淹沒
你會心安理德和下一個人生活

Bridge

是我 是我 連話都不懂的說
隱藏的痛 不是那麼容易說的出口

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Friday, June 8, 2007
neater handwriting on 27 jun -_-"











for those who seen my handwriting before,
sure noe how "beautiful" it is.. (see above for evidence!!)
readable.... juz need a bit of effort.. (sorry to those who always borrow my notes!!)
it will only become unreadable especially when i write in a rush...

well.. for e coming exam on 27 jun, hv to write essay..
no point form, no short hand, no calculation (sianz)
e lecturer also highlight to us to write clearer...
if not he will hv a hard time marking it...
OH NO!! shaking head...

writing numbers, equation still ok leh...
haiz.. i need to improve my handwriting...
thus i need to write slower...
but in exam.. how to write slow???
racing against time...
arhhhh... somebody help!!!

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Wednesday, June 6, 2007
super sotong ah joo
call me SUPER SOTONG ba...
apparantly, yesterday was zhirong's wedding...
yet i forget abt it!! -_-"
or should i say i thot it was nxt tue instead??
dunno why n how i got e date remembered wrong...

i was still happily tinking nxt tue is a gd day...
coz my last lecture for tis semester is nxt mon...
so was tinking it wont clash...
no need to skip class...

well.. how i realise it..
msg conversation from 820 - 830pm,
(imagine i was having class... with my classmate giving presentation)
ronny: U not coming to zhirong wedding?
me: its today meh? thot its nxt tue?
ronny: TODAY!
me: SURE!? eh... dinner start long?? (wanna faint liao!)
ronny: tink startin at 830pm...
me: okok... i be down by 930...

well... 1 hr to do the following...
-from NUS to home (toa payoh)
-bath, change, make up... (gals need long time for tis ok?? but i spent 20min only..)
-from home to fullerton...
good thing tat manage to get cab fast...

In the end, i din miss out much...
even manage to catch their 2nd march in.. (bride look beautiful!!)
still got food to eat.. mingle wif my other seniors...

not so bad ar... hee...

well... another red bomb coming nxt mth from yongquan...
tis time i'm not gg to remember e wrong date!!!!
already mark it down in e calender liao...

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Monday, June 4, 2007
effort.. expecation... disappointment
wif prior to e previous post <choices>
now i blogging abt e "aftermath"..
aft making e choice, regardless is inside or outside the comfort zone,
you have to put in effort...

put in effort so tat not to regret on your choice made...
put in effort to ensure yourself tat e choice made is rite...
put in effort so tat e thing you want to get is achievable...
with the effort put in, you expect something back...
it's human nature.. cant b blame...

you expect some result... (physically n emotionally)
you expect things to turn out the way you hope to be...
you expect to hear n see things you wan it to be...
you are satisfied when things are going smoothly...
the way you want them to be...
its human nature too
(its like if u buy 4D, you expect to strike rite??! haha)

but of coz.. alot of time, it isn't going our way...
(no strike 4D??!!!.. awww...)
there are many ways that things can turn out to be...
when things dun go the way you wan,
its lead to disappointment

disappointment abt why you make e choice...
why din u take the other alternative....
disappointment make one person upset, unhappy...
all e negative feelings will be out one by one...
no one like to hv disappointment
but i guess we hv to go thru all this cycle to be grow up..
to hear things we dun wan to accept...
to accept things tat we dun wan it to be..
to let go/give up things we wan to hold on dearly...


no expectation = no disappointment
but can one lives without expectation??

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Friday, June 1, 2007
New Resolutions from June onwards...
wow.... the month of MAY has already come to an end...
for e past 5 mths..... hmmm...

at least got slightly better exam result... (yeah!!)
still got pretty much to learn at workplace...
(lookin forward for e agilient HPLC course in July)
well... oso sort out my feelings...
view things from different persective...
thou hear things that i dun like yet hv to accept...
losing and missing someone....
giving up n letting go some things...
as well as gaining some things (back)..
manage to read some of my favorite author's books... (yeah!)

oh ya.. not to mention... gain more fats.. :(
sharon say i seemed to b bloated in these 3 mths..
i agree too... from e pic i took wif her at brian's wedding show it.. :( x3
(nah... i'm not going to post e pic here....)
oso realised some jeans which used to b loose, now seem juz fit...
no no no.. tis is absolutely NO GOOD!!
i hv to do smth to it..

so new resolutions from JUNE onwards
get betta exam result for coming semester
learn more lab instruments i.e. GC/MS, HPLC, DNA Sequencer, Zeta Potential, TOC
(sounds chim.. hee.. only those technical ppl noe.. )
do more exercise... eat less... eat healthier... (DISCIPLINE!)
no more slacking.. awwww.... hee..
looking gd is of coz every gal's dream..
but oso realise health is v impt... esp I'm still YOUNG now..

there is more to add in the list (will do it when i remember.. cant tink of anymore now)
can look out for e updates @ e left of the blog..
well... i am not letting the rest of the yr 2007 to come to a waste.. (",)

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